.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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.haunted past

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June 01, 2004

Hmmm, I just got up. Kinda. Gonna meet Jia in a bit. Thought I'd blog a little. Was thinking about some stuff just now. And it kinda said something to me.

Change in a relationship. Is it neccessary? Lols. I'm back on that topic again. All cause I have absolutely nothing to do and I'm just thinking and thinking and thinking. Anyways... In my opinion, it is important. First, understanding where each other is coming from. Then accepting that. And if you find it hard to accept that, CHANGE your mindset. Hahah. Ok, I'm crazy. I shall not go on.

I guess no matter what people tell me about him, I still have my own voice inside telling me what to do. Yes, fine I try to self-convince a bit. Telling myself that I've let go when deep down inside, I know I still love him and I'm still holding on. All cause I'm placing all my faith in this relationship. I'm still believing for it :))

Lord, as I place this broken relationship in Your hands, I thank you that whatever broken placed in Your hands would be made whole again! Amen

My Daddy is an awesome God and He will get me through this. 'Nuff said. Btw, I DON'T CARE what anyone says about my tattoo, I LOVE IT!

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Mel<<< Woman! Thanks so much for being in that room with me. I'd have cried if you weren't there. You seem to go with me everytime I wanna "decorate" my body. Lols

Jia<<< When when when?? I can't wait. My butterfly! :)))


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