.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

June 12, 2004

Had a tiring but great day today with my girl Jas! Went shopping in town. I got my bag, got sandals, got tops, got pants, got earrings. AND I had my dinner at Max Brennars!! :D I need to shop some more. I'm addicted. Next week, retail therapy with Ching my darling :D

Okay, on to stuff. Yup, I've got tons to blog about. I'm just very upset right now. Alot of things have been running through my mind. Regrets about certain stuff and certain decisions +sighs+ I think way too much... BUT I CAN'T HELP IT! I DON'T WANNA THINK SO MUCH EITHER! FCUK!

I'm sick of thinking about Paul and worrying about what might happen. I'm sick of thinking of him every day and every night. Fcuk this. I've already placed it in the hands of God, so why the hell am I thinking and worrying??? I'm frustrated with myself. I'm irritated. Damn irritated with I don't know what. I hope it's just PMS and not me going crazy +sighs+

Argh forget it. I'm too pissed to blog about everything. Not that anyone gives a damn. I'm just waiting for school to start.


+..all cried out..+ . [11:44 PM