.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 21, 2004

Yes, it ended officially yesterday. But somehow deep inside, I'm not content with leaving it like that. One last ditch tonight. And if it doesn't, I shall just go back to my full time job. Thinking about it, what's a year or two to me? But I guess after waiting, he probably won't have anymore feelings for me. Or maybe he's already stopped loving me. Patience is the key

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Jia>>> Thanks for caring

Mel>>> Thanks for everything you've done. I can't ever thank you enough

Yang>>> Really appreciate it. THANK YOU

Jas>>> Thanks for being there, hearing me out

J>>> Yes, we both know there's no love between us. I don't really care what happens. I'm still waiting so I guess you know where this is going

Ching>>> Thanks

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Ha. I'm at a loss for words. Having not eaten and not resting. Tried going to sleep from like 3am. But somehow, I couldn't. Everytime I closed my eyes, I'd start to cry. Been thinking so damn much till I fell asleep at 9. Not for long though, I kinda woke up crying at 12. Seesh. I was probably kinda irrational last night talking to him. But I've thought about it rationally this time. And I still stand firm that I WILL wait!


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