.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 22, 2004

Why am I still hanging on and waiting??? I'm prolly irritating the shit outta him. But I just can't help myself. I still have so much to say. I'm still gonna try. Try to change his mind about this. I don't understand and I never will. Call me stubborn but I don't care. My mind is made up. I will wait even if he's not gonna hear me out. Ha. I believe in God for this relationship! I strongly do. And if that means I'm gonna have to sit and wait in His rest, I will!!!!!

Fcuk! Can't anyone blog in peace??! First my mom screams at me for being emotionally unstable and now my dad's bombarding me with 2697392749427 questions of why I look like crap today. Meaning my eyes look like two slits on my face. I hate my family! I wanna go away FOREVER!


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