.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

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.haunted past

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May 20, 2004

Okay, I've pretty much nothing to say here. Just wanna express my heartfelt gratitude to Eileen and Mel for putting up with my crying, whining and whatever else yesterday! And I appreciate ALL the advice. And Mel, thanks for finally telling me how you really feel about the whole thing.I guess I really needed that slap in the face. And Yang, thanks for talking to me last night and for-going sleep. I appreciate it. And thanks for the voice lessons and encouragement. And yes, I've decided to go for it!

I know ALL of your aren't gonna support me in this decision. But I've decided to hold on. Dawn, Su, Mel, Eileen, 'Los, J, Jams, Jia, Yang and others. I know you guys prolly think I'm the dumbest person who ever lived but I just hope that you guys would respect this decision. And I'd understand if you guys aren't gonna be there for me. As Yang would say, "you chose this path". And I face it. I'll walk down that path no matter what. Your support means alot but if you think you won't wanna deal with it, I understand. Thanks anyways, for putting up with me this whole month plus. I really appreciate it. And Eileen, I was really glad to see you yesterday!!! Meet up again soon yea? And thanks for the counselling session. You made alot of sense but I guess I'm just holding on to that faith.


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