.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




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May 13, 2004

Okay, I'm really bored. Ripped this off someone

If u are a guy, tell us what you want your girl to be like... If you are a girl, then tell us what you want your guy to be like...

1. hair colour: anything really. as long as you look good. BUT with one exception, i absolutely don't like asians with GOLD/BLEACHED hair. Yup

2. eye colour: don't freak me out with the weirdest color contacts. it's nice but pick something natural. haha

3. skin tone: tan tan tan *irony??* but don't be burnt :))

4. long or short hair: styled. hhaha.

5. piercings: i think eyebrow piercings are a real turn on :))

6. scars: i think a scar or 2 on a guy makes him pretty manly. lol. but i don't mean those huge scars you get from ops or something. scars you get from mucking around and stuff. ah, you get what i mean. lol

7. big butt or little: so big for what. haha

8. straight: hahaha

9. outgoing or shy: outgoing but being shy at times is pretty cute

10. sarcastic or sincere: sincere

11. shld he/she have a best fren?: uh duhh??

12. shld he/she love his mom: yup

13. shld he/she watch gal movies: hmmm, i wouldn't force him to but it'd be nice if he'd watch it with me once in awhile. hang on, you mean chick flicks right?

14. be sweet: i'm a sucker for romance and fluff so yeah. but ultimately, if i love you, i love you for you!

15. be smart: yup

16. be funny: please. i don't wanna go out with a stone :))

17. smoker?: well, i wouldn't say i won't go out with you but i'll try to get you to stop cause it ain't good for ya

18. drink: uh huh

19. play wit ur hair: i think it's real sweet (esp if *he does it) okay, i digress. but YES

20. kiss on the first date?: hmmm...

21. bring u gift?: it's not neccessary but it'd be a nice surprise :))

22. lay under the stars with u?: i've said it before, i'm a sucker for romance and fluff so i think i'd pretty much melt if *he does.

23. write poetry abt ya: haha

24. call u honey, sweetie or baby: yeah. i'm sorry, i'm just cheesy

25. hang out wit u n ur frens: if *he feels comfortable

26. hold ur hand: yes

27. sing to u: it's nice hearing it from *him

28. u wld like her/his interest to be: me!! haha, kidding. i don't really mind as long as he has the passion for it :)) that's all that matters to me

29. play guitar or piano: :))

30. one last condition: that *he's happy being with me



Shit! I shouldn't have done this stupid quiz thingy. It just made me think of *him. I've been like just thinking and thinking and thinking about it. All the memories and all. +sighs+ I don't know. I'm just crazy. Okay, I shall just get the hell lost now and not bore the heck outta anyone who's reading this.


+..all cried out..+ . [12:18 AM