.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take
]]





.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 12, 2004

Just got back from Yang's house. Played mahjong with Mel and Jia. Ahhh, I miss Yang so much. Haha.

As you can see, I pretty much have nothing else to say. I feel if I blog what I'm feeling inside, it's just gonna be a repetition of what's already been said. So I'm just gonna shut up.

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Mel>>> Thanks ever dearest. For being there la. And you!!! Remember what I said ok???

Jia>>> Sometimes it might help if you'd open that golden mouth of yours. Haha. Take care ok? I'll always be here

Yang>>> Babyboy. Hahaha. Don't worry, I'm just trying to please MEL. Ya la, I know you're gonna get nightmares or something. It was great seeing you la ya. And I LOVE your ah mah's chin chow. Damn nice la can! LOL

Jams>>> Woman, Stingray and BITCHFEST soon okay?? I've been waiting like crazy. Hee

Dawn>>> Well, if I disappear, you guys would have total and absolute peace. Don't hafta listen to insane ramblings. I pretty much have the same things to say right now about how I'm feeling.

Andrea>>> Hey hey! Let's all hope so. +prays hard+ I miss ya!

As long as I am with you
As long as I can feel you
That's all I need to keep me going
On and on and on and on


+..all cried out..+ . [11:42 PM