.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 08, 2004

Just got back from shopping. Both grocery and mall shopping. Bought tons of food. But somehow I don't feel as good as I usually feel after a major shopping trip. Well, I bought PINK shoes, bag, top and skirt. How PINK can I get? Seesh. Ah well. Sat around with Ja for awhile before the resta cousins came over. We made so much noise at starbucks cause we so couldn't decide whata cook tomorrow. Somehow I don't feel like bothering. I just wanna go home after church and sit around doing nothing, like what I've been doing for so long. Somehow I just don't wanna be around people. Probably feeling a little anti social at this point of time? But then again, I need to be around people to make myself feel better.

Currently hooked on Groove Coverage's *Lullaby for love*. Never thought I'd be listening to a techno group but what the heck. Lol. It's nice though and it's got absolutely NO techno beat in it. Haha

Went to the park on before I got home. Just to sit down and think. Thoughts flooded my mind. Remember the times we spent together. The feeling of being in your arms, of just being with you. Remember the times you were there for me, to comfort me, to encourage me. No one else can ever make me feel the way that you do. And.... I just wish that everything will remain a reality and not fade away into memories


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