.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

May 07, 2004

I'm bored at home. I wanna go out. BUT... Everyone has a life but me! Haha. On the phone with Dawn now. Woman just got back from school after exams and she wants to go clubbing tomorrow. Apparantly my chatterbox doesn't work. Don't ask why. It's just screwed up like me. Lol. Deciding between SOS/Embassy/Liquid now. Hmmms, I dunno. I'm kinda broke now. I don't know if I should be clubbing at this point with those people. Don't want em screwing up big time. Ah well.

Cheryl's been doing absolutely nothing since yesterday. Ching just left an hour ago. I finally got rid of a piece of junk in my house -- my FIRST bowling ball. Hhaha. Well, it's been sitting around and collecting dust and since I gave away the other 2, I don't see why I should be keeping this one if I'm not bowling anymore. Lol.

Sitting around now on the line with Dawn, we're cutting down. But it's damn hard. I feel so weak now, I just hope I stick to the plan for today and not give in to temptation. It's real strong. Argh!!! Help!! I hate fighting myself. Everyday it's a heated internal debate with myself over tons and tons of stuff. Decisions and the hot topic right now -- Self Control! Blah blah blah

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Val>>> Yeah, that songs rocks balls!! And yeah she looks hella good man. No kidding. you really looked good :))

Sha>>> Yup, that's the Jas we all know ;D

Carlos>>> You idiot! Why the hell did you tell her that? Seesh. I'm so gonna murder you tomorrow IF I do see you!! Haha. Cheers hottie!





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