.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

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May 17, 2004

Great. I think I'm going crazy. Slowly losing it! How great. I think I needta see a doc soon. I'm hungry but I can't seem to stuff food into my mouth. Argh. Must be the fried rice yesterday. Didn't eat anything after that. Tried drinking milk and I puked it out. Blahh. Hmm, it's PSYCHOLOGICAL! Yes, it is.

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Mel>> Thanks for being there. And please please please, I'm begging you. Warn me the next time you're gonna burst, I will wear the same black shirt. No I'll wear the black LONG SLEEVE one. Sorry, couldn't resist it :P After surviving this, please cherish it la ok? And I just hope you'll bear with me for awhile longer. I'm gonna need alot of time. I apologize in advance. But if you wanna disappear, please tell me ok? Then I'll go find someone else to torture.

Yenlin>> I'm glad you guys worked things out. And don't worry about it if no one's supporting your decision. If you feel you've made the right decision and you think you can live with it, fine. That's the most important thing k. I'm always here :))

Jams>> Thanks girl for being there. Sorry for crying like mad that day on your shoulder. But I really appreciate you being there la ok? And I'm glad that everything's fine between both of you :)) Take care yes? I'm here if you need me. And sorry for being such bad company on sat.

Jia>> Sorry I couldn't really be there for you on sat and for being such bad company. I really appreciate you just being there :)) I just hope you know what you're doing and are really doing fine yes? You know my number la, my phone's on 24/7, 365 days a year ok? Take care dearest :))

Xue>> Ok ok. And remember if you can't think of anything to draw, draw Mel, the big bowling ball. Lols. I'm mean. Anyways, great to see you on fri. Really missed you, pretty girl :)) Take care ok? See you soon

Ching>> Sorry for calling and bringing you down. Sorry for dumping all my shit on you. I appreciate it ok? And smile ok girl? Cheer up.


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