.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
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.the dark room

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.haunted past

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May 20, 2004

As you can see from my previous entry. I did alot of thinking last night. I just realized that a time out isn't the solution. What we need is a good long talk. To lay everything out on the table. I'm not gonna force him to talk if he can't. But I just hope that the talk will come soon. Yes, I've been unreasonable. I shouldn't have been upset when he couldn't meet me. He's got tons of stuff going for him, an as a girlfriend, or rather ex girlfriend. I should've just been there supporting him. Instead of doubting him and getting upset all over nothing. I'm just such an unreasonable bitch! I'm so sorry. And I really don't blame him if he just wants to end this once and for all. The only thing I know right now is that I've been impossible, unreasonable and just one word -- a BITCH! I shall just continue waiting..... Till the day he comes back or till the day everything just fades away


+..all cried out..+ . [1:25 PM