`the beautiful disaster

September 26, 2005

People have everything yet they throw it all away. On the other side of the fence, someone has nothing at all and wants it all. And I am that someone. I want it all. I want that fairy tale romance, that movie love, my happy ending but it doesn't seem to be happening. It seems so distant, so unachievable.

-playing

+..all cried out..+ . [10:06 PM ]
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I like!! And it's out this Christmas :/ Please shoot me, I was never a peeeeeeenkkkkk person!

+..all cried out..+ . [8:19 PM ]
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September 23, 2005

I'm amused. The press has the right to be racist but bloggers aren't

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September 18, 2005

Sydney tomorrow. Would buy Krispy Kremes back but too bad I can't send them to Singapore so only Melbournians get them (: And yes I'm bored to the bone

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September 17, 2005

It's not about forgiving and letting it all go. It's about the scars which serve as a perpetual reminder of the worthlessness. It's about hurting the one right beside because you can't forget. It's about wanting to give the best you have up because you can't forget. Then you realize it's all about you, and that it's always been about you. And you cry yourself to sleep because reality rips your apart inside

-playing nobody's listening - linkin park

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September 06, 2005

It's times like these where I feel like a piece of paper. Used, stretched thin, recycled. I'm about to fall to pieces, about to cut the one around. It's now I see the diaphaneity of the mask. Yet there's a certain tenacity within. Stuck in this moment where I push and stay still. I want to fall apart then get picked up and put together, like a piece of paper, but the intellectual hubris says no.

The real ones don't seem real. Hurt only the best and now there's the risk of losing it all.

-playing pieces of me - ashlee simpson

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September 05, 2005

No it isn't a sad excuse for being lazy. I'm just too in love with warm, toasty beds to walk out in the cold to go to class :P Alright, off to second class of the day :/

-playing ge qian - jay chou

+..all cried out..+ . [7:16 AM ]
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September 02, 2005

When things get rough, when the sun starts shining, that's when I miss you guys the most. I miss the warm hugs that touch me all the way in the pits of my stomach, I miss sharing joy and watching the smiles light up all our faces. I miss you guys a whole lot.

I thought I saw MelW yesterday in uni :\ My lab partner resembles someone's boy a whole lot which makes me wanna cry cause I miss you so much Ching :( I miss the times where MrKoh would "QC" the boy but now that the stupid singaporean government has taken you away from me, everything feels so weird. I hate how Ker, Kel and Ed are halfway around the world and that aussie is in a land of it's own. I hate how the only bitching I get to do with Mel and Yang depends on the amount of money in the phone card and 2 pathetic hours of time difference. I also hate not towning with Ben and Summer every saturday, just bitching about everyone and everything under the sun. And yes, my bruddah (Rik, Zik and Ed), Lawrence's place! The princesses and princes :( And of course my loves, the sweet darlings. You guys know who you are (:

playing - standing right next to me - karla bonoff

+..all cried out..+ . [7:23 AM ]
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