.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

August 31, 2005

The frailty of human relationships never fail to amuse me. True relationships don't require anyone freaking out the moment their backs are turned. At the risk of pin-pointing at anyone, I'm just glad for the real ones around (:

-playing the reason - hoobastank


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August 30, 2005

I HATE DRAMA! I f-ing hate drama. I'm about to embarrass myself in front of 15 people in exactly 25 minutes and no, I'm not looking forward to it one bit. Did I already mention that I f-ing hate drama? Yes I do


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August 09, 2005


This is me expressing utter and complete boredom. It was random but really sweet of her ((:

-playing yi lu xiang bei - jay chou


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August 06, 2005

Insipid yet productive first-saturday-in in Melbourne.
  • Got those frozen memories up on the wall by my bed.
  • Organized the music in the laptop.
  • Moved furniture around so that my laptop's now right in front of my TV.
  • Half completed the psychology essay, moved on to chemistry then bio (which then rendered me a couch potato)
  • Over the phone bondings with Yang and my LST, which made my day seem less meaningless <333
Oh yes, I'm so god damn obssessed with the soundtrack from 'The Wedding Planner'. Alright, back to the point of the post. I reckon I did more work today than any other day since I got to Melbourne. But this doesn't mean I'm okay with you leaving me all alone on a weekend ;)

-playing the wedding planner on tv


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August 03, 2005


ADELINE TAN, my bestfriend in Melbourne!!!!!!
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!! I hope you had a blast and that you loved your presents. Love you babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And!! I don't do birthday dedications on my blog ok. Be happy, PRETTY girl ((:

-playing 3 days ago - mario winans


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August 02, 2005

In your eyes, I see the girl I'm supposed to be. But I can't throw it all away; the mask I painstakingly created, the pain and bitterness I've encased in this stone, cold heart. I wish I could. Maybe I don't want to walk out of the sanctuary I've placed myself in. Just maybe.

-playing don't stop believing - journey


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August 01, 2005



Haircut. AGAIN :\ Haven't been updating I know, I apologize for that. Life's been pretty much just that - Life! Although I think it would be better if I weren't just emo personified :\ The boy's been great. School's pretty alright. I'm hardly homesick, but I'm sick from missing all you darlings wherever you guys are )': In love with the city (though there's absolutely nothing to do) and the weather (though I constantly freeze myself due to my desperate need to look good and not like a snowman)! The gang here's been incredible, despite the drama thats reigning :\ Okay, I'm done here for today. Next update will be real soon, I promise (: Till then

Some things never get defined
In your heart or in your mind
It dont' make sense, what can you do
So, I won't try making sense of you

-playing love just is - hilary duff


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