.//cheryl-ann-
the beautiful disaster, hopelessly and recklessly needing the boy. giving this her all, the last semblance of trust left within. this is imperfection perfected, in her heart

[[she drowns in her dreams. an exquisite extreme, she knows. she's as damned as she seems, and more heaven than a heart could hold
she's soft to the touch. but frayed at the end, she breaks. she's never enough, and still she's more than one can take]]




.escapism
benji ching<3 daph epicurean marcus koh mel tan nana song xia yanqi eddie hui min junz michelle peiying sam terence* weihui annabelle anthony asher ashley belinda dunstan grace jingyi nikki adeline<3 ashley aurelia(: brian cheryl<3 cheryl ong eileen huimin izzie jamie jas<3 jia ker<3 marc mirah noven pearlyn ron rach rui sha shane theresa<3 wanling wyn yanxi val<3

.the dark room

.triggered. 051404 052504 052904 "Ride Of Our Lives" tuition peeps school Odds and Ends Canada 2004 HIStoryMakers5!! Choir :)) hangin' and chillin' sevens'05 day 1 sevens'05 day 2 May 22. 2005 Trinity Camp at Rawson St Kilda Masquerade Ball


.haunted past

May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005

July 29, 2005

I'm not who you want me to be. I'm trying I really am. But sometimes it gets so tiring I just wanna let it all go

-playing if i ain't got you - alicia keyes


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July 27, 2005

It takes a colossal scare to make you realize how much you're worth (or not)

-playing crawling in the dark - hoobastank


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July 20, 2005

It's so draining having to satisfy and fulfil each other's emotional needs. Not easy having to watch out for signs of unhappiness. It's like living with a walking time bomb and I'm not sure how long I can take it. I'm trying, believe me. But all this drama isn't gonna help it.

-playing pieces of me - ashlee simpson


+..all cried out..+ . [7:16 AM ]
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July 10, 2005

When it comes down to the crunch, what's next


+..all cried out..+ . [9:54 PM ]
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July 06, 2005

it's an emotional beast, wrecking havoc on the inside.

-playing let me fall - bethany joy lenz


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July 04, 2005

Big THANK YOU to all the calls, texts, tags, mails, presents and birthday wishes! (Bestfriend, Ade, Theresa, LST, Jingyi, Jasmine, Nette, LSP, Genius Princess, June extended people, Junz. I apologize if I missed out anyone, I didn't have anyone's contact)

Sidetrack, what constitutes cheating? Does it only become cheating when emotions come into play? Sorry for the complete randomness.

It HASN'T arrived :(
Mr adorable needy boy, thank you for the cuddles (:

-playing PS - Filmschool


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